there are probably so many people better for you than me
I’m not the goddamn kind of girl people fall in love with
people like lovely, and smart, and tactful girls who play their part
fuck, I’m the kind no one lets into their heart
I fuck things up unintentionally
I can’t mend what I break because I’m a serrated blade
I leave gouges in all that I touch, and they bleed
because there is not one single person
who can’t do better
I try to be good enough
that’s all that I want
but no one wants someone who has to try
they want someone who ‘is’
and I’m not.
I’m not the kind of girl anyone falls in love with
I don’t know why
I wish that I did
maybe I shouldn’t just let people in
but everyone’s innocent until proven guilty, right?
isn’t that it?
I don’t know why I can’t be that certain type of person
but if there is one thing that has been continually ground into my brain
it is that everyone
can do better